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I've been thinking a lot the past few weeks and realized that I've lost friend's, gained some, and truth to be told, I have some people that I never talk too anymore and I'm not sure why and it can be many reason's and what I'm doing right now is I'm going to not worry so much about it, I figured there are many reason's to why there may be for one person and I to not be friend's or talking anymore, true people drift apart but I always figured as long as you have some sort of communication, things will be okay and now I'm guessing that is not true?

Since good things have been starting in my life for the past few weeks, I figured I need to start over on everything to be myself, to friendships and even my family.
I've came to terms that I'm going to start over with everyone and anything that means I have no grudge against no one anymore, life is WAYYYYYYY to short to be fussing or fighting with people over the internet who I may or may not ever meet, I'm tired of fighting and being rude to others when there is no need too and it could of been my fault or it could of been both of ours but I'm going to do my part and share and apologize and say I'm sorry for WHATEVER I may of done or said, you can take it this however you like, I'm just trying to be a better bigger person here, I realized that I'm 27 years old I'm tired and done with drama and the negative things in my life and I never liked drama and sure I've been negative at times who hasn't but I have overcome all my negative attitude and if you know me, I wake up everyday with a positive attitude, but overall I'm done with it 100%

I'm wanting to be able to get along with everyone and just be the friendly Shay that I know I can be and will be!

So instead of worrying bout the little things and the drama, I'm going to push all that away the best I can and enjoy life to the fullest!

Have a great weekend everyone, :)